I’m falling in love with an idea of you
an idea of something that you’re not
and that’s why you disappoint me all the time
… Continue reading “I’m falling in love with an idea of you”
Home
The closed could not receive
The closed mouth
could not receive the medicine
The closed eyes
could not see the miracle
The closed heart
could not feel the love
The closed mind
could not understand this
She needed another relationship to crash
She needed another relationship to crash
And to hate her job a little bit more
Before she was ready for change
Before she was ready to invest in herself
Picture: Anh Nguyen, unsplash.com
… Continue reading “She needed another relationship to crash”
Her insecurity
Her insecurity
Came out as strong assertiveness
And deep vulnerability
Photo: Gabriel Matula, unsplash.com
She was angry, deeply furious
She was angry
deeply furious
but she would never face that anger
or express it
never from a place of allowance
Instead she would do yoga
mindfullness
and meditation around the clock
And have her mega furious outbursts
every once in a while
I´m not perfect – I’m endlessly much more than that
I´m not perfect
I’m endlessly much more than that
I am not your idea of love
And never ever will be
I am me
Uniquely different
From anything and everything you’ve ever seen
And yet similar to a lot of it
But very very different
Just like you
Can you let me be?
… Continue reading “I´m not perfect – I’m endlessly much more than that”
The possibility of wrong
When she opened up to the possibilty
that she might be in the wrong place
with the wrong people
her world changed instantly
Picture: Eric Ward, unsplash.com
She decided to move him out of the way
She was provoked
Deeply provoked
It was way to true
and she hated it
and deeply loved it
She decided to move him out of the way
and surround herself
with more illusions
Picture: Adam Whitlock, unsplash.com
If you love me why don´t you believe in me?
If you love me
Like you say you do
Why dont you believe in me?
Why don´t you think that me
With all my love
Passion
and wisdom
Would be able to do
Anything I set myself to?
If you love me
Deeply
Why dont you believe in deeply
Whatever I put my heart
Soul
And passion
To?
… Continue reading “If you love me why don´t you believe in me?”
The Slow, slow …… start of the year – Still in la la land
The slow
slow
Start of the year
When people pretend to be back at work
but they’re not
Where people pretend to kickstart the year
but they dont
They will
but more around end of January
Until then
still in la la land
… Continue reading “The Slow, slow …… start of the year – Still in la la land”