She was an oyster
She didnt say anything
To anyone
And that spoke volumes
Welcome to pective
She was an oyster
She didnt say anything
To anyone
And that spoke volumes
I told him the truth
I gave him my very honest answer to his question
And that was the end
of our relationship
Never did they want you to not live
Those you lost
And those who lost you
Never did they want you
To not live
Never did they want you
To define your life
From loosing
Or winning
Always did they want you
To learn
Grow stronger
Wiser
Be better
Always did they love you
From deep down within
Always will they love you
Still
I love you because i need you
I love you because I want you
I love you because I’m attracted to you and want to have sex with you
I love you because I want you to be mine
I love you because you are mine
I love you because you are doing what I want you to do
I love you because you are saying the things I want to hear from you
I love you?
That moment
You look up
And look straight into her eyes
And she looks straight into yours
Another moment
Then another
Then we both look away
Something else
Phone
Book
Friend
Then I look up
And look into her eyes
And she looks straight into mine
Seeing each other souls
Acknowledging
No expression
Just that moment
And another
And another
Then look away
Recognize
Acknowledge
Learn
Meeting over
Silent thank you´s
From the bottom of our hearts
LET ME OUT
I want out
And I will get out
Whether you like it or not
Whether you want it the easy way
Or the hard way
Stop resisting me
Accept me
Let
Me
Out!
–
Surviving
By saying the socially accepted things
In the socially funny ways
And the weird things
Without being too weird
Mastering it
Playing the game
Becomes survival
But also a prison
Of dependency
And an inner knowing
That I have to keep playing that game
Or I will be rejected
And knowing
That I am loved for how I play
Not for who I am
Lonely
In my prison
What good is being loved for how I play?